One of the things I hate most in the blogging world is blogs that pull you in, then slow down, and eventually the only posts you see are the posts about not posting.
And it makes me sick to see myself follow this trend.
Be that as it may, I've decided to come back to this, my 'other blog' where I can write whatever I want no matter how dirty or unbecoming the subject matter. There are things I simply cannot say out loud in my everyday, public life that I feel I can share here.
Now I understand I've not only let a few months go by since my last post, but an actual season go by since then. It's actually not that I've been away completely, in fact, I started several stories over the summer, just nothing that I actually followed through on.
I have to think this is for a reason.
One, the obvious, and perhaps the most simple: I am Canadian, and summers are precious to me. Now that Autumn has begun, and with Winter (blah) looming, I will be spending more time indoors, which means more time to write.
The other thing that I feel is behind my writer's block is that I started this blog without really following my own vision . I started with a sex story, followed by another, and so on. I love that stuff, I really do- but I need to get out the other stuff (like the description says- thoughts, sex, love, politics...) as well. I think after a few posts of pure smut, I felt that I would be betraying my readers, the small number of you, if I deviated from that trend.
So, (sigh) after taking a bit of a break, I have returned. A new season, a new look, a new outlook.
Once again, I ask you to please bare with me- I'm still rather new at this.
~J
Friday, October 10, 2008
when i cum around
Thursday, July 24, 2008
alone in the dark (room)
It was another one of those hot, humid, summer days. I had been out all day running from one place to the next, getting all of my errands out of the way. I loved the feeling of the sun hitting my skin when I was outside and the faint scent of sunscreen leftover from when I had rubbed it all over my body before heading out. But now, well into the evening, I was exhausted and I couldn't wait to get home to take a cold shower. Even though I was dressed appropriately for the weather- sandals, a loose fitting skirt, a tank top, and thin t-shirt- I felt like I was wearing a heavy winter coat.
I had been hired by a few local publishers to do some photography work for a couple of upcoming promotions. I had finished shooting a few days ago, but hadn't had the chance to develop them until now. I had access to a darkroom owned by one of the studios I frequently do work for. Unfortunately the ventilation in their building is awful- freezing in the winter, and sweltering in the summer. The darkroom was the worst for this: and today, with me already overheated from running around all day in a heat wave, it was like a sauna in there.
Luckily, being that it was after hours, I expected to be alone so at least no one would see me in my frazzled state. And of course, there's that one feature of darkrooms that makes everyone a little more attractive when they're feeling rough: the dark.
Because I had planned to be alone (the last of their employees usually leaves around 6pm, it was now 8) I had brought along my portable stereo, and I cranked up the music while I set up to develop my photos. I was laying out my first few pictures of the night to dry when I decided I couldn't take the heat anymore. Even though I had two fans running, the dark room was still unbearably hot. I didn't expect any interruptions so I took off both of my shirts, leaving me only in my skirt, bra, and underwear. It was still, of course, boiling in the room but at least I felt less constricted.
An hour or so into my session and I was finally adjusting to the heat. Maybe it was because I was so occupied with the task at hand. Maybe it was because I was enjoying myself and had been singing along to the music (I had it loud enough that I couldn't tell whether or not I missed a note), but I was positive I was alone. You can imagine my shock when I felt someone tap me on my (bare) shoulder....
I screamed and turned around to see Braeden. Braeden was one of the resident photographers at the studio (while I was only an associated freelancer). In fact, I learned much of what I know about photography from him. That said, he was only a couple of years older than me and had a boy-next-store quality that I could never tell if I was attracted to or boredened by.
Braeden raised his eyebrows at me as I rushed to turn down my music.
"Sorry," he says, "I didn't mean to sneak up on you, but I didn't want to turn on the lights and ruin your work".
"Thanks... What brings you here so late?" I ask.
"Have a few shots I took today that I wanted to have ready for tomorrow. It's so hot out that I expected to have the place to myself".
"You and I both".
I began to clear up some of the space I had taken. The dark room was quite small at the studio- they sent a lot of their bigger jobs to third party printers, so if someone else was working with you, space was a rare commodity. It was as I was making space that I realized my shirts were still sitting on the counter. Even in the faint amber light of the darkroom, I'm sure Braeden could see my face turn red. I quickly reached to put my top back on when he stopped me.
"Don't worry about it. I do portraiture for a living, nothing I haven't seen before- it’s a sad condition of our society that women are ashamed of their bodies. Besides, it's like the inner ring of hell in here. In fact, if you don't mind, I will follow suit".
And with that, Braeden took off his shirt leaving him in only a pair of cargo shorts, what I imagined were boxers underneath, and a pair of sandals. I was a little surprised- it seemed a little bold for him, but who was I to judge? And I couldn't help but notice that Braeden was actually much more built then I had ever realized. I only let myself stare for a second though, when I didn't think he was looking, and immediately went back to work and turned the music back up (just not quite as loud as before).
We both worked in silence for a while, but it was awkward. Because of the small space we kept having to squeeze past each other. And it was so hot in the room. And my breasts, being a busty girl, were always in the way. And it was dark. And we were both without our shirts.... it was much too much, I couldn't help but get a little turned on.
He left the room at one point but I hardly took notice- I had stepped out once or twice myself. Not that the rest of the studio was cool by any means, but it wasn't quite the furnace that the darkroom was- plus it was good to catch the odd break from the chemical fumes. I didn't hear him reenter the room but suddenly I felt something ice cold against my back- I let out a moan of relief.
"I got each of us a bottle of water from the vending machine in the back room," he whispers as he moves the bottle across my back.
"Oh god.... thank you.... ah... don't move, that feels sooooo good!" It was out of my mouth before I realized what I was saying. He didn't move, but I couldn't tell if that was because I said not to, or out of shock. He continued after a second though, moving the bottle all over my back before pulling it away. At that, I turned around to face him.
He smiled at me with a mischievous grin that I didn't recognize in him. He unscrewed the cap of the bottle and took a sip and then handed it to me. I took a long sip- the cold water felt so good, I swear, I could feel it running down my throat, and down into my stomach- it was that hot in the room- and handed the bottle back to Braeden. He fumbled though, and spilled a little of the water onto his chest.
Maybe it was the heat, or maybe the mischievous look on Braeden’s face, but instinct took over at that point, and I leaned forward and lapped off the cold water off of his skin- the cold water mixing with the salt of his skin turned me on even further. After, I stepped back- we were still facing each other, very close, but I didn’t want to push it as Braeden and I had barely ever flirted with each other before this. I think he must have felt the same way, as he just stood there for a minute before saying, “You know, that felt really good, I think you should try it”.
With that, Braeden tipped the water bottle above my shoulder and let some water fall onto it, trailing down to my collarbone. Immediately he leaned down to lap up the water- he was right, it did feel very good. At that point, I think we both knew what the other wanted, so Braeden picked me up and sat me on the counter behind where I had been standing- making the height difference between us seem less drastic. He put his hand underneath my chin at that point, tilting it up, and put his lips on mine. He kissed me sweetly, but firmly- making his intentions with me very obvious. His tongue probed gently into my mouth and grazed the upper row of my teeth, and caressed my tongue.
He used the water from the bottle to carve a trail for his mouth- kissing and licking down my neck, along my collar bone, over my breasts, and finally, he ran his tongue along the inside edges of my bra. I leaned my head back as Braeden worked his tongue under the lace of my bra, squeezing my one breast with one hand, unclasping the hooks with the other. Finally he slid off my bra and dove for my nipples, pinching and twisting them, making them hard, circling around them with his tongue, and finally tugging on them gently with his teeth.
At that point I wanted to return the favor, I wanted to tease him and make him hard (because of the dark, I couldn’t tell if he was already or not) but when I leaned forward, he simply pushed me back. Braeden worked his way (and the water’s way) lower and lower- kissing down my abs, paying special attention to my naval. As he approached my skirt, he undid the button and the fly, but would only tug it down one inch at a time, kissing the newly exposed skin with every tug. After what seemed like a century, he finally reached my mound.
He looks up and grins at me, then says, “Oh no. Seems like we ran out of water, I guess I’ll have to stop here,” then stands up, smiling at me.
I stare at him for a second- I know he’s being a tease. And it’s cute, but the whole situation is so surreal that I’m at a loss for words. But then he adds, “Unless, of course, you’ve managed to created some moisture of your own.
It’s me with the enormous grin this time- with all the teasing, I was definitely wet enough for whatever Braeden had planned to do next. He leans forward, resting his forehead on mine, and says, “I guess I’ll have to check”. He reached down, and, without any teasing at all, pulls my panties to the side and pushes one finger into my pussy. He chuckles, and states that clearly we will be able to continue.
He works his finger in and out of my pussy for a bit before asking me if I’m ready for a second. I nod, agreeing. He moves down, now working two fingers in and out of my pussy, and begins to swirl his tongue around my clit. I normally take some time before I climax, but with all of the teasing, he had barely touched my clit before I tensed up, and cried out an amazing orgasm. My body felt like it was on fire- not only from the heat of the room, but also from my climax, but this time, I wasn’t complaining. Braeden kept he tongue and fingers on me until I calmed down, and stopped quivering. It was his next move, however, that astonished me, and set him apart from almost any other man I’ve been with.
Slowly, Braeden stood back up, put his hands on my waist, and kissed me deeply. Now, at this point, most men I know would be expecting, if not demanding, a blow job- after all, fair is fair- and I was definitely excited to return the pleasure he had given me. But it actually seemed like that wasn’t one Braeden’s mind at all. He whispered in my ear:
“Look, this was definitely more than either of us had bargained for tonight, and if you want to stop now, I’m absolutely okay with it. You can go on home, I can finish the rest of your film and you can pick it up in the morning”. It seemed he had difficulty forming the words for the rest, but eventually, after looking down at me and fumbling with the waistband of my panties (still on), he continued, “But if you’re… um… able to stick around… I’d love to take, er, I mean, have you”.
This time around the boy-next-store quality was definitely more of a turn-on than something that tired me. I glanced down, and even in the dim amber light of the darkroom, I could tell that Braeden was fully erect. I wasn’t sure exactly what to say, so I undid the button and fly of his shorts, and tugged them, along with his boxers, down, just below his ass. Then I slid of my panties, leaned back, and spread my legs just enough that there would be no question of what I wanted.
Braeden pushed off the remainder of his clothes, and, stepping out of the, stood between my legs, grabbing me, and kissing me, reaching down, and rubbing my pussy as he did.
“Mmmm, you’re definitely wet enough for me now”.
“Thanks to you”.
“Are you ready?”
“Absolutely”.
With that, Braeden grabbed his cock, and guided it into my wet and waiting cunt. Although I was thoroughly wet already, he still had to push quite hard of the first two strokes, my pussy stretching to accommodate him. After a few stokes, it became easier, and he started to build a rhythm. I wrapped my legs around his waist so he could fuck me deeper.
“Oh god, Braeden, that feels amazing, don’t stop.”
“Mmmm, god, you’re cunt is even tighter than I thought it would be. Fuck, you feel so good, baby. Ugh, fuck are you hot”.
“Mmmm, yes, right there. Ugngh. Yes! Mmm, tell me, have you ever thought about this before?”
“If you’re asking if I ever thought about fucking you before, of course I have. Never thought I’d get the chance though”.
Then he pushed me on my back, so I was lying on the counter, my ass on the edge, my legs still wrapped around Braeden’s waist, and my pussy still gripping onto his shaft. He started playing with my clit as he fucked me, which always drives me absolutely wild.
“Ohhh, you like that, do you? You like the way I play with your clit as I fuck your pussy?”
I only moan in reply.
“No. Tell me. Tell me how you like it”.
“Oh god, I love the way you’re fucking me, your cock feels so good inside of me. Ugh, don’t stop, it feels so good. Keep playing with my clit, baby. I love that so much. Mmmmmm, I think I’m going to cum again soon”.
“Ugh, yeah baby, me too”.
With that, Braeden grabbed the edge of the counter and used it as leverage to thrust his cock into me even deeper, taking long, hard strokes to do it. I could feel my muscles tightening, and my pussy gripping onto his cock. I was just on the verge of orgasm when I felt his cock twitch and he let out a long, powerful moan. Braeden thrust into me with one more hard stroke, before spilling his seed into my pussy. It was all that I could take, my cunt felt like it was on fire and I felt my juices spill and mix with Braeden’s cum.
“Ugh, yes, oh. I’m coming…. Oh!”
We moaned together as we road out our climaxes. Braden hopped onto the counter beside me when he caught his breath, holding onto me as I caught mine. We stayed there in that embrace for a few minutes, before cleaning up, grabbing some more water (this time for its intended purpose), finishing our films, and heading back to my place to take that shower I had been craving earlier together.
Saturday, June 7, 2008
after my girls' night out
As usual, my "real life" has been getting in the way of me updating my blog. So, I decided to share a chat transcript from a few months ago. At the time, I had just gotten home from a drunken night out with my girlfriends and found one of my long-time contacts online and waiting for me. Liquor always makes me friendly. I hope you enjoy this- let me know what you think.... if you like it, I'll try to put more of these up in the future.
~J
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Boy says: Ello
SaucyMinx says: hi there
Boy says: what's up?
SaucyMinx says: Not too much, just got home from a night out with my girlfriends. A little tipsy at the moment.
SaucyMinx says: How are you?
Boy says: tired, but cant sleep, so I’m awake online
SaucyMinx says: ah
SaucyMinx says: I know that feeling all too well
Boy says: haha too often for me
Boy says: so went out for the night and now you're home
Boy says: alone?
SaucyMinx says: yeah
Boy says: psssh, I would have taken you back to my place, haha
SaucyMinx says: lol, it was girls’ night out
SaucyMinx says: So I got all dressed up just to spend it with people I have no sexual interest in
SaucyMinx says: ….well, for the most part, I WAS drinking... ;)
Boy says: haha
Boy says: so you wouldn't want me if you were sober
SaucyMinx says: haha- I meant the girls
Boy says: ahhhhh
SaucyMinx says: I'd want you anytime :)
Boy says: yes
SaucyMinx says: Of course being drunk and alone leaves me much more willing that I would be normally right from the start...
Boy says: (1:28:35 AM)so I could have you home and stripped just like that
SaucyMinx says: yep
SaucyMinx says: Although all you’d really have to do is push up my skirt, and pull my panties aside…
Boy says: Get inside the door and have you right then
SaucyMinx says:)mmm yeah, right against the wall
Boy says: pulling back on your hair
SaucyMinx says: mmm
SaucyMinx says: what are you wearing right now?
Boy says: right now i'm in jeans and a white shirt with black boxer briefs on
Boy says: what do you have on since you just got in?
SaucyMinx says: I’m still dressed up from being out, aside from my boots: wearing a loose black skirt that goes down a bit past my knees, a tight black halter that shows off my tits. No bra, as I don't need one with this shirt, and a hot pink lace thong under my skirt
SaucyMinx says: Hair is down, falling on my shoulders, make up still done (lots of lip gloss and black eye liner), and a bit of jewellery and perfume
Boy says: I want to come up behind you and wrap my arms around so I can play with your tits
SaucyMinx says: mmm, well then, let me untie the neck strap of my shirt, so we can pull it down a little...
SaucyMinx says: okay- tits are free for you
SaucyMinx says: love feeling your hands all over them
Boy says: kissing along your neck as I play with your nipples
SaucyMinx says: meanwhile, I reach behind me and start to rub your cock through your jeans, feeling you start to grow hard
Boy says: pressing against your hand so you can feel me
SaucyMinx says: I start to grow wet, feeling your cock react to my rubbing- I can't wait to have you inside me
Boy says: I grab your hands and hold them over your head with one hand as I unzip my pants and push your thong to the side as I slide my dick inside you
SaucyMinx says: I move my legs a little further apart as you push into me, filling my soaking hot, tight pussy. mmmm. I have no control since you have my hands pinned above my head- so I am at your complete mercy.
Boy says: pushing deep inside you, I begin to pound your pussy. feeling your warmth take me in as I use my free hand to play with your clit
Boy says: grabbing your arms with both of mine I pull you back onto me each time I thrust in
SaucyMinx says: my legs start to shake. You pick me up and I wrap my legs around your waste as you fuck me against the wall. I begin to moan from the pleasure- you're fucking me so hard now, and you can feel my juices flooding over you cock. I let out a scream as your fingers find my clit.
Boy says: feeling your juices on my cock and hearing you scream drives me harder and harder
Boy says: I pick you up and toss you on the bed
SaucyMinx says: I lay on the bed and pull you on top of me, guiding your cock back to my pussy. I have my hands on your ass, pulling you into me, as I beg you, plead with you, to keep fucking me
Boy says: grabbing your hips I continue as before, ramming my cock in deep and hard
Boy says: leaning down to bite your neck as I fuck you
SaucyMinx says: I run my hands through your hair, and you can hear me panting into your ear. "Yeah baby, just like that.... mmm... make me your slut" I whisper in between gasps. I'm so lost in being fucked that I don't even know what I'm saying.
Boy says: hearing your whispers drives me crazy with lust as I throw your legs on my shoulders and pound deeper
Boy says: thrusting in as deep as I can, hearing you gasp each time
Boy says: I tell you that you're my slut and will make me cum
SaucyMinx says: I squeal as you throw my legs over you shoulders. You're balls-deep in my pussy now and I love it- you're such a good fuck baby, don't stop. I grab your hands and put them on my breasts, urging you to squeeze them, urging you to be rough. "Do you like that baby," I say, "Do you like making me your little fuck slut?"
Boy says: I tell you to shut your mouth unless i'm talking to you
Boy says: you will fuck me and fuck me well
Boy says: rolling over I get you on my dick and tell you to fuck me like you mean it
SaucyMinx says: I put my hands flat on your chest so balance myself, and I start to ride your cock, jumping up and down your long, thick shaft. You watch as my tits bounce up and down with every thrust.
SaucyMinx says: I make sure to squeeze my pussy every time I come down, to make it that much for tighter for you, working your cock hard.
Boy says: I arch my back, moaning as you ride me and grab your hips to pull you down to my cock
SaucyMinx says: (2:04:26 AM)I start moving my hips in a circular motion, teasing you as I slow down, grinding your cock into my pussy. I take my hands off of your chest and start to rub my clit for you, giving you a show.
Boy says: I tell you to fuck me again like the slut that you are
SaucyMinx says: I speed up again, but this time, I lean back, putting my hands behind me and arch my back. All you can see is thighs and my pussy going up and down your shaft, as fast as I can make it. This position leaving me completely vulnerable, since I can't see what you're doing, or read your facial expressions
Boy says: (2:09:29 AM)I tell you I want to fill you up with cum
SaucyMinx says: I take your hand, and put it on my clit. I can't wait to feel you shoot hot cum inside me, but I want to come with you.
SaucyMinx says: I beg you to let me cum too.
Boy says: I play with your clit as I continue to fuck you
Boy says: getting closer with each stroke inside you
SaucyMinx says: you feel my pussy contracting around your cock- ready to milk you of your cum. I moaning so loud- my orgasm shouldn't be too far off.
Boy says: I roll you over so I can be on top and continue to fuck you as I feel my orgasm coming
Boy says: I grab your hips as I thrust deep inside you and release my load, my cum spewing in as I moan loudly
SaucyMinx says: I feel your cock twitch inside me as you start to cum. You give me one deep, hard thrust, pushing my whole body forward on the bed a few inches- with that, I scream out my orgasm, flooding your cock with my juices
Boy says: collapsing on you, I leave my cock inside you
Boy says: our cum mixing
SaucyMinx says: I'm still feeling the last few waves of my orgasm as you fall onto my chest. I'm out of breath, feeling your cock resting in the opening of my pussy.
Boy says: I whisper in your ear at how amazing that was
SaucyMinx says: I smile back at you, and nod. I’m still too out of breath to say much.
SaucyMinx says: thanks- that's exactly what I needed
Boy says: you're very welcome
Boy says: I needed it too
SaucyMinx says: mmm, glad to have helped :)
SaucyMinx says: well, I’m going to go get undressed and go to bed
SaucyMinx says: have a good night
Boy says: night