Friday, October 10, 2008

when i cum around

One of the things I hate most in the blogging world is blogs that pull you in, then slow down, and eventually the only posts you see are the posts about not posting.

And it makes me sick to see myself follow this trend.

Be that as it may, I've decided to come back to this, my 'other blog' where I can write whatever I want no matter how dirty or unbecoming the subject matter. There are things I simply cannot say out loud in my everyday, public life that I feel I can share here.

Now I understand I've not only let a few months go by since my last post, but an actual season go by since then. It's actually not that I've been away completely, in fact, I started several stories over the summer, just nothing that I actually followed through on.

I have to think this is for a reason.

One, the obvious, and perhaps the most simple: I am Canadian, and summers are precious to me. Now that Autumn has begun, and with Winter (blah) looming, I will be spending more time indoors, which means more time to write.

The other thing that I feel is behind my writer's block is that I started this blog without really following my own vision . I started with a sex story, followed by another, and so on. I love that stuff, I really do- but I need to get out the other stuff (like the description says- thoughts, sex, love, politics...) as well. I think after a few posts of pure smut, I felt that I would be betraying my readers, the small number of you, if I deviated from that trend.

So, (sigh) after taking a bit of a break, I have returned. A new season, a new look, a new outlook.

Once again, I ask you to please bare with me- I'm still rather new at this.

~J

Thursday, July 24, 2008

alone in the dark (room)

It was another one of those hot, humid, summer days. I had been out all day running from one place to the next, getting all of my errands out of the way. I loved the feeling of the sun hitting my skin when I was outside and the faint scent of sunscreen leftover from when I had rubbed it all over my body before heading out. But now, well into the evening, I was exhausted and I couldn't wait to get home to take a cold shower. Even though I was dressed appropriately for the weather- sandals, a loose fitting skirt, a tank top, and thin t-shirt- I felt like I was wearing a heavy winter coat.

I had been hired by a few local publishers to do some photography work for a couple of upcoming promotions. I had finished shooting a few days ago, but hadn't had the chance to develop them until now. I had access to a darkroom owned by one of the studios I frequently do work for. Unfortunately the ventilation in their building is awful- freezing in the winter, and sweltering in the summer. The darkroom was the worst for this: and today, with me already overheated from running around all day in a heat wave, it was like a sauna in there.

Luckily, being that it was after hours, I expected to be alone so at least no one would see me in my frazzled state. And of course, there's that one feature of darkrooms that makes everyone a little more attractive when they're feeling rough: the dark.

Because I had planned to be alone (the last of their employees usually leaves around 6pm, it was now 8) I had brought along my portable stereo, and I cranked up the music while I set up to develop my photos. I was laying out my first few pictures of the night to dry when I decided I couldn't take the heat anymore. Even though I had two fans running, the dark room was still unbearably hot. I didn't expect any interruptions so I took off both of my shirts, leaving me only in my skirt, bra, and underwear. It was still, of course, boiling in the room but at least I felt less constricted.

An hour or so into my session and I was finally adjusting to the heat. Maybe it was because I was so occupied with the task at hand. Maybe it was because I was enjoying myself and had been singing along to the music (I had it loud enough that I couldn't tell whether or not I missed a note), but I was positive I was alone. You can imagine my shock when I felt someone tap me on my (bare) shoulder....

I screamed and turned around to see Braeden. Braeden was one of the resident photographers at the studio (while I was only an associated freelancer). In fact, I learned much of what I know about photography from him. That said, he was only a couple of years older than me and had a boy-next-store quality that I could never tell if I was attracted to or boredened by.

Braeden raised his eyebrows at me as I rushed to turn down my music.

"Sorry," he says, "I didn't mean to sneak up on you, but I didn't want to turn on the lights and ruin your work".

"Thanks... What brings you here so late?" I ask.

"Have a few shots I took today that I wanted to have ready for tomorrow. It's so hot out that I expected to have the place to myself".

"You and I both".

I began to clear up some of the space I had taken. The dark room was quite small at the studio- they sent a lot of their bigger jobs to third party printers, so if someone else was working with you, space was a rare commodity. It was as I was making space that I realized my shirts were still sitting on the counter. Even in the faint amber light of the darkroom, I'm sure Braeden could see my face turn red. I quickly reached to put my top back on when he stopped me.

"Don't worry about it. I do portraiture for a living, nothing I haven't seen before- it’s a sad condition of our society that women are ashamed of their bodies. Besides, it's like the inner ring of hell in here. In fact, if you don't mind, I will follow suit".

And with that, Braeden took off his shirt leaving him in only a pair of cargo shorts, what I imagined were boxers underneath, and a pair of sandals. I was a little surprised- it seemed a little bold for him, but who was I to judge? And I couldn't help but notice that Braeden was actually much more built then I had ever realized. I only let myself stare for a second though, when I didn't think he was looking, and immediately went back to work and turned the music back up (just not quite as loud as before).

We both worked in silence for a while, but it was awkward. Because of the small space we kept having to squeeze past each other. And it was so hot in the room. And my breasts, being a busty girl, were always in the way. And it was dark. And we were both without our shirts.... it was much too much, I couldn't help but get a little turned on.

He left the room at one point but I hardly took notice- I had stepped out once or twice myself. Not that the rest of the studio was cool by any means, but it wasn't quite the furnace that the darkroom was- plus it was good to catch the odd break from the chemical fumes. I didn't hear him reenter the room but suddenly I felt something ice cold against my back- I let out a moan of relief.

"I got each of us a bottle of water from the vending machine in the back room," he whispers as he moves the bottle across my back.

"Oh god.... thank you.... ah... don't move, that feels sooooo good!" It was out of my mouth before I realized what I was saying. He didn't move, but I couldn't tell if that was because I said not to, or out of shock. He continued after a second though, moving the bottle all over my back before pulling it away. At that, I turned around to face him.

He smiled at me with a mischievous grin that I didn't recognize in him. He unscrewed the cap of the bottle and took a sip and then handed it to me. I took a long sip- the cold water felt so good, I swear, I could feel it running down my throat, and down into my stomach- it was that hot in the room- and handed the bottle back to Braeden. He fumbled though, and spilled a little of the water onto his chest.

Maybe it was the heat, or maybe the mischievous look on Braeden’s face, but instinct took over at that point, and I leaned forward and lapped off the cold water off of his skin- the cold water mixing with the salt of his skin turned me on even further. After, I stepped back- we were still facing each other, very close, but I didn’t want to push it as Braeden and I had barely ever flirted with each other before this. I think he must have felt the same way, as he just stood there for a minute before saying, “You know, that felt really good, I think you should try it”.

With that, Braeden tipped the water bottle above my shoulder and let some water fall onto it, trailing down to my collarbone. Immediately he leaned down to lap up the water- he was right, it did feel very good. At that point, I think we both knew what the other wanted, so Braeden picked me up and sat me on the counter behind where I had been standing- making the height difference between us seem less drastic. He put his hand underneath my chin at that point, tilting it up, and put his lips on mine. He kissed me sweetly, but firmly- making his intentions with me very obvious. His tongue probed gently into my mouth and grazed the upper row of my teeth, and caressed my tongue.

He used the water from the bottle to carve a trail for his mouth- kissing and licking down my neck, along my collar bone, over my breasts, and finally, he ran his tongue along the inside edges of my bra. I leaned my head back as Braeden worked his tongue under the lace of my bra, squeezing my one breast with one hand, unclasping the hooks with the other. Finally he slid off my bra and dove for my nipples, pinching and twisting them, making them hard, circling around them with his tongue, and finally tugging on them gently with his teeth.

At that point I wanted to return the favor, I wanted to tease him and make him hard (because of the dark, I couldn’t tell if he was already or not) but when I leaned forward, he simply pushed me back. Braeden worked his way (and the water’s way) lower and lower- kissing down my abs, paying special attention to my naval. As he approached my skirt, he undid the button and the fly, but would only tug it down one inch at a time, kissing the newly exposed skin with every tug. After what seemed like a century, he finally reached my mound.

He looks up and grins at me, then says, “Oh no. Seems like we ran out of water, I guess I’ll have to stop here,” then stands up, smiling at me.

I stare at him for a second- I know he’s being a tease. And it’s cute, but the whole situation is so surreal that I’m at a loss for words. But then he adds, “Unless, of course, you’ve managed to created some moisture of your own.

It’s me with the enormous grin this time- with all the teasing, I was definitely wet enough for whatever Braeden had planned to do next. He leans forward, resting his forehead on mine, and says, “I guess I’ll have to check”. He reached down, and, without any teasing at all, pulls my panties to the side and pushes one finger into my pussy. He chuckles, and states that clearly we will be able to continue.

He works his finger in and out of my pussy for a bit before asking me if I’m ready for a second. I nod, agreeing. He moves down, now working two fingers in and out of my pussy, and begins to swirl his tongue around my clit. I normally take some time before I climax, but with all of the teasing, he had barely touched my clit before I tensed up, and cried out an amazing orgasm. My body felt like it was on fire- not only from the heat of the room, but also from my climax, but this time, I wasn’t complaining. Braeden kept he tongue and fingers on me until I calmed down, and stopped quivering. It was his next move, however, that astonished me, and set him apart from almost any other man I’ve been with.

Slowly, Braeden stood back up, put his hands on my waist, and kissed me deeply. Now, at this point, most men I know would be expecting, if not demanding, a blow job- after all, fair is fair- and I was definitely excited to return the pleasure he had given me. But it actually seemed like that wasn’t one Braeden’s mind at all. He whispered in my ear:

“Look, this was definitely more than either of us had bargained for tonight, and if you want to stop now, I’m absolutely okay with it. You can go on home, I can finish the rest of your film and you can pick it up in the morning”. It seemed he had difficulty forming the words for the rest, but eventually, after looking down at me and fumbling with the waistband of my panties (still on), he continued, “But if you’re… um… able to stick around… I’d love to take, er, I mean, have you”.

This time around the boy-next-store quality was definitely more of a turn-on than something that tired me. I glanced down, and even in the dim amber light of the darkroom, I could tell that Braeden was fully erect. I wasn’t sure exactly what to say, so I undid the button and fly of his shorts, and tugged them, along with his boxers, down, just below his ass. Then I slid of my panties, leaned back, and spread my legs just enough that there would be no question of what I wanted.

Braeden pushed off the remainder of his clothes, and, stepping out of the, stood between my legs, grabbing me, and kissing me, reaching down, and rubbing my pussy as he did.

“Mmmm, you’re definitely wet enough for me now”.

“Thanks to you”.

“Are you ready?”

“Absolutely”.

With that, Braeden grabbed his cock, and guided it into my wet and waiting cunt. Although I was thoroughly wet already, he still had to push quite hard of the first two strokes, my pussy stretching to accommodate him. After a few stokes, it became easier, and he started to build a rhythm. I wrapped my legs around his waist so he could fuck me deeper.

“Oh god, Braeden, that feels amazing, don’t stop.”

“Mmmm, god, you’re cunt is even tighter than I thought it would be. Fuck, you feel so good, baby. Ugh, fuck are you hot”.

“Mmmm, yes, right there. Ugngh. Yes! Mmm, tell me, have you ever thought about this before?”

“If you’re asking if I ever thought about fucking you before, of course I have. Never thought I’d get the chance though”.

Then he pushed me on my back, so I was lying on the counter, my ass on the edge, my legs still wrapped around Braeden’s waist, and my pussy still gripping onto his shaft. He started playing with my clit as he fucked me, which always drives me absolutely wild.

“Ohhh, you like that, do you? You like the way I play with your clit as I fuck your pussy?”

I only moan in reply.

“No. Tell me. Tell me how you like it”.

“Oh god, I love the way you’re fucking me, your cock feels so good inside of me. Ugh, don’t stop, it feels so good. Keep playing with my clit, baby. I love that so much. Mmmmmm, I think I’m going to cum again soon”.

“Ugh, yeah baby, me too”.

With that, Braeden grabbed the edge of the counter and used it as leverage to thrust his cock into me even deeper, taking long, hard strokes to do it. I could feel my muscles tightening, and my pussy gripping onto his cock. I was just on the verge of orgasm when I felt his cock twitch and he let out a long, powerful moan. Braeden thrust into me with one more hard stroke, before spilling his seed into my pussy. It was all that I could take, my cunt felt like it was on fire and I felt my juices spill and mix with Braeden’s cum.

“Ugh, yes, oh. I’m coming…. Oh!”

We moaned together as we road out our climaxes. Braden hopped onto the counter beside me when he caught his breath, holding onto me as I caught mine. We stayed there in that embrace for a few minutes, before cleaning up, grabbing some more water (this time for its intended purpose), finishing our films, and heading back to my place to take that shower I had been craving earlier together.

Saturday, June 7, 2008

after my girls' night out

As usual, my "real life" has been getting in the way of me updating my blog. So, I decided to share a chat transcript from a few months ago. At the time, I had just gotten home from a drunken night out with my girlfriends and found one of my long-time contacts online and waiting for me. Liquor always makes me friendly. I hope you enjoy this- let me know what you think.... if you like it, I'll try to put more of these up in the future.

~J

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Boy says: Ello

SaucyMinx says: hi there

Boy says: what's up?

SaucyMinx says: Not too much, just got home from a night out with my girlfriends. A little tipsy at the moment.

SaucyMinx says: How are you?

Boy says: tired, but cant sleep, so I’m awake online

SaucyMinx says: ah

SaucyMinx says: I know that feeling all too well

Boy says: haha too often for me

Boy says: so went out for the night and now you're home

Boy says: alone?

SaucyMinx says: yeah

Boy says: psssh, I would have taken you back to my place, haha

SaucyMinx says: lol, it was girls’ night out

SaucyMinx says: So I got all dressed up just to spend it with people I have no sexual interest in

SaucyMinx says: ….well, for the most part, I WAS drinking... ;)

Boy says: haha

Boy says: so you wouldn't want me if you were sober

SaucyMinx says: haha- I meant the girls

Boy says: ahhhhh

SaucyMinx says: I'd want you anytime :)

Boy says: yes

SaucyMinx says: Of course being drunk and alone leaves me much more willing that I would be normally right from the start...

Boy says: (1:28:35 AM)so I could have you home and stripped just like that

SaucyMinx says: yep

SaucyMinx says: Although all you’d really have to do is push up my skirt, and pull my panties aside…

Boy says: Get inside the door and have you right then

SaucyMinx says:)mmm yeah, right against the wall

Boy says: pulling back on your hair

SaucyMinx says: mmm

SaucyMinx says: what are you wearing right now?

Boy says: right now i'm in jeans and a white shirt with black boxer briefs on

Boy says: what do you have on since you just got in?

SaucyMinx says: I’m still dressed up from being out, aside from my boots: wearing a loose black skirt that goes down a bit past my knees, a tight black halter that shows off my tits. No bra, as I don't need one with this shirt, and a hot pink lace thong under my skirt

SaucyMinx says: Hair is down, falling on my shoulders, make up still done (lots of lip gloss and black eye liner), and a bit of jewellery and perfume

Boy says: I want to come up behind you and wrap my arms around so I can play with your tits

SaucyMinx says: mmm, well then, let me untie the neck strap of my shirt, so we can pull it down a little...

SaucyMinx says: okay- tits are free for you

SaucyMinx says: love feeling your hands all over them

Boy says: kissing along your neck as I play with your nipples

SaucyMinx says: meanwhile, I reach behind me and start to rub your cock through your jeans, feeling you start to grow hard

Boy says: pressing against your hand so you can feel me

SaucyMinx says: I start to grow wet, feeling your cock react to my rubbing- I can't wait to have you inside me

Boy says: I grab your hands and hold them over your head with one hand as I unzip my pants and push your thong to the side as I slide my dick inside you

SaucyMinx says: I move my legs a little further apart as you push into me, filling my soaking hot, tight pussy. mmmm. I have no control since you have my hands pinned above my head- so I am at your complete mercy.

Boy says: pushing deep inside you, I begin to pound your pussy. feeling your warmth take me in as I use my free hand to play with your clit

Boy says: grabbing your arms with both of mine I pull you back onto me each time I thrust in

SaucyMinx says: my legs start to shake. You pick me up and I wrap my legs around your waste as you fuck me against the wall. I begin to moan from the pleasure- you're fucking me so hard now, and you can feel my juices flooding over you cock. I let out a scream as your fingers find my clit.

Boy says: feeling your juices on my cock and hearing you scream drives me harder and harder

Boy says: I pick you up and toss you on the bed

SaucyMinx says: I lay on the bed and pull you on top of me, guiding your cock back to my pussy. I have my hands on your ass, pulling you into me, as I beg you, plead with you, to keep fucking me

Boy says: grabbing your hips I continue as before, ramming my cock in deep and hard

Boy says: leaning down to bite your neck as I fuck you

SaucyMinx says: I run my hands through your hair, and you can hear me panting into your ear. "Yeah baby, just like that.... mmm... make me your slut" I whisper in between gasps. I'm so lost in being fucked that I don't even know what I'm saying.

Boy says: hearing your whispers drives me crazy with lust as I throw your legs on my shoulders and pound deeper

Boy says: thrusting in as deep as I can, hearing you gasp each time

Boy says: I tell you that you're my slut and will make me cum

SaucyMinx says: I squeal as you throw my legs over you shoulders. You're balls-deep in my pussy now and I love it- you're such a good fuck baby, don't stop. I grab your hands and put them on my breasts, urging you to squeeze them, urging you to be rough. "Do you like that baby," I say, "Do you like making me your little fuck slut?"

Boy says: I tell you to shut your mouth unless i'm talking to you

Boy says: you will fuck me and fuck me well

Boy says: rolling over I get you on my dick and tell you to fuck me like you mean it

SaucyMinx says: I put my hands flat on your chest so balance myself, and I start to ride your cock, jumping up and down your long, thick shaft. You watch as my tits bounce up and down with every thrust.

SaucyMinx says: I make sure to squeeze my pussy every time I come down, to make it that much for tighter for you, working your cock hard.

Boy says: I arch my back, moaning as you ride me and grab your hips to pull you down to my cock

SaucyMinx says: (2:04:26 AM)I start moving my hips in a circular motion, teasing you as I slow down, grinding your cock into my pussy. I take my hands off of your chest and start to rub my clit for you, giving you a show.

Boy says: I tell you to fuck me again like the slut that you are

SaucyMinx says: I speed up again, but this time, I lean back, putting my hands behind me and arch my back. All you can see is thighs and my pussy going up and down your shaft, as fast as I can make it. This position leaving me completely vulnerable, since I can't see what you're doing, or read your facial expressions

Boy says: (2:09:29 AM)I tell you I want to fill you up with cum

SaucyMinx says: I take your hand, and put it on my clit. I can't wait to feel you shoot hot cum inside me, but I want to come with you.

SaucyMinx says: I beg you to let me cum too.

Boy says: I play with your clit as I continue to fuck you

Boy says: getting closer with each stroke inside you

SaucyMinx says: you feel my pussy contracting around your cock- ready to milk you of your cum. I moaning so loud- my orgasm shouldn't be too far off.

Boy says: I roll you over so I can be on top and continue to fuck you as I feel my orgasm coming

Boy says: I grab your hips as I thrust deep inside you and release my load, my cum spewing in as I moan loudly

SaucyMinx says: I feel your cock twitch inside me as you start to cum. You give me one deep, hard thrust, pushing my whole body forward on the bed a few inches- with that, I scream out my orgasm, flooding your cock with my juices

Boy says: collapsing on you, I leave my cock inside you

Boy says: our cum mixing

SaucyMinx says: I'm still feeling the last few waves of my orgasm as you fall onto my chest. I'm out of breath, feeling your cock resting in the opening of my pussy.

Boy says: I whisper in your ear at how amazing that was

SaucyMinx says: I smile back at you, and nod. I’m still too out of breath to say much.

SaucyMinx says: thanks- that's exactly what I needed

Boy says: you're very welcome

Boy says: I needed it too

SaucyMinx says: mmm, glad to have helped :)

SaucyMinx says: well, I’m going to go get undressed and go to bed

SaucyMinx says: have a good night

Boy says: night

Saturday, May 10, 2008

a little stress release

I want you to sit down over there, on the arm chair. Lean back, relax, close your eyes- you've had a long day, haven't you? Put it out of your mind for now, this is your time- I want to make sure you get rid of some of that stress you're under.

Let me dim the lights a little- then darker and darker, until they're completely off. I light one candle to give off just enough light that if you should decide to open your eyes, you could still see me clearly without having to squint. You're not missing too much though, I promise- I am still fully dressed, wearing a pair of dark, tight jeans, and a fitted white blouse with my hair let down, and curly.

I stand behind your chair at first, and I ask you about your day. As you begin to share your thoughts with me, I begin to rub your shoulders. You're so tense! I pull your shirt over your head, and off, tossing it aside- I get can work your muscles better with my hands on your bare skin. I work your shoulders, your neck, your upper back, and your arms- slowly, I begin to feel you relax.

I move around the chair so that I am now in front of you. I sit on your lap as you finish telling me about the various things that have been eating at you this week. You finally finish, and I put my lips on yours, kissing you very tenderly. I slip my tongue into your mouth, and run it along the underside of your tongue. Mmmm, you've always been such a good kisser. You wrap your arms around me, and I feel your left hand squeeze my breast through my blouse. We continue to kiss as you managed to undue all of the buttons on my shirt. You then begin to move that same hand in between my legs- I am already growing wet, and your hand feels so good- but I stop you all the same.

"Shhhh. Stop. Tonight is all about you".

With that, I slip out of your arms and off of the chair- still in my jeans, shirt open (but still on) with my bright pink bra peeking through. I move to the floor and move in between your legs, pushing them gently further apart. I look up into your eyes as I begin to pull at the zipper of your pants. I can see that you've already begun to grow hard- I can see that familiar bulge straining to be free. I free your cock from your zipper, but decide to pull your pants down a bit- I want complete access. I can see the anticipation in your eyes as sit there between your legs, your member sitting in front of me- I know you're wondering what my next move will be.

Never one to let you away without at least a bit of a tease, I run my legs over pants-covered legs- starting from your ankles and moving up, up, up, until I reach your waste. There, I meet my hands and begin to kiss your abdomen. I love feeling your stomach muscles contract as you squirm- I know you're growing impatient.

"Hmmm... you're a greedy boy, aren't you? What's that? You want more?"

I give you a wink, and kiss your abdomen again, and begin to move lower... lower, lower, until I reach the base of you cock. I let my hands drag down from your stomach, over you pelvic bone, until they meet my mouth- I keep them moving, and let them run up your shaft, all the way to the head of your penis.

I grab some lotion from my purse to keep my hands nice and slick, and keep running them up your shaft. It doesn't take long before you're fully erect. I think you've waited long enough now, and I move my head down, and take your cock into my mouth. I circle the head with my tongue a few times before moving my mouth over your shaft, lower, lower, until my mouth is full of you. I look up into your eyes- I know you love that- watching me take you in my mouth. Such a dirty girl. But only for you.

I begin to build a rhythm, moving my mouth up and down your still cock, massaging your balls with my left hand as I go, running my right hand up and down your inner thigh.

"Mmmm," I hum, with your cock still in my mouth, so you can feel the vibrations. "Do you like how I blow you baby? Mmmm. Do you want me to keep going?"

I continue to suck you, stroke you, and lick you as your whole body begins to tense up- but this time from pleasure rather than stress. I pull back from you at one point and push the cups of my bra below my breasts, but leaving it on. Stroking you with one hand, I lick the fingers of the other and begin to play with my nipple- squeezing and pinching it before moving to the other, while I stare into your eyes. Mmmm, I'm so turned on right now.

I move forward and push my tits together. I take your cock between them and begin to move up and down, stroking your cock with my luscious breasts. Up and down, up and down, gazing into your eyes the entire time. I slow down a little, so I can lick the head of your cock when I move down. I pull back again, and go back to sucking and stroking you. Moving one of my hands in circles over the head of your penis while I kiss and stroke the length of you. I can feel you getting close to coming now, so I take you as deep into my mouth again- moving up and down as fast as I can, taking your hands in mine so you are at my complete mercy.

I feel your hands grip mine tightly suddenly, and suddenly your cock twitches. Your soft moans have turned into cries and you begin to cum in my mouth. Usually I have you cum on my breasts, but today, because all I want to do is help you relax, I swallow every drop of your hot cum. I keep you in my mouth until I'm positive you've finished, then I slowly rise to my feet. I lean forward, breasts still bare, and kiss you on the cheek..

"See? Wasn't that better than a full back massage?"

I wink at you then head to the bedroom, satisfied that I was able to relieve you of at least some of the stress you've been under lately.

Now.... it's my turn....

~J

Saturday, May 3, 2008

watching him

So sorry that it's been so long since my last post. Life has been absolute chaos the last few months. I hope the weeks have treated everyone very well, and I hope you have made many sexy memories since you've last heard from me.

I want to share something with you tonight. It's not quite a sex story, it's not quite a letter, it's just... something. I'll try to pump out a fully-fledged naughty story by next weekend. You've certainly waited long enough for it.

I'm interning right now, which means I work harder than almost anyone else at my place of employment, and I do it for free. All in the name of professional development I supposed. Unfortunately, it also means that my behavior is monitored extremely closely- I have make sure nothing I do can be labeled as 'unprofessional'.

There's a man that works with me. He's only 25 or 26 (I'm 22) and he is one of the most attractive men I've met in a while. It's hands-off of course- not only can I not afford to be caught in an interoffice affair, but he also has a girlfriend. But my god: I cannot tell you how many times I've brought myself to a delicious orgasm thinking of having him in bed with me (or against a wall, on his desk, or in the supply closet, as it were). We don't work together directly very often (I usually see him in the corridor, or in the lunch room) but when we do, I have to work very hard to fight the urge to flirt.

We worked together on Friday. I was doing some paper work in one of the conference rooms, and he came in to set up one of the computers for a presentation we're giving on Monday. Our computer system is absolute garbage though- so he had his work cut out for him.

So he was working and I was getting worked up: he was across the room from me (we were alone), and bent over, trying to connect some wires.

Now, I'm not generally an "ass girl": I appreciate attractive men, but their ass is usually the last thing I notice (I tend to like hair, faces- eyes, lips, complexion, arms, shoulders, and height). that said (and he does exceed my standards in all the listed areas), seeing him there, bent over, ass facing me, completely vulnerable had me completely turned on. Okay, perhaps he wasn't vulnerable, as he's muscular, and could snap me in half I'm sure, but the situation was almost too much for me. Because we were alone, I was completely free to stare all that I wanted: no one else was there to see me do it, and he has his back to me. And with the vivid imagination I have- my mind pictured all sorts of possibilities that could take place in that conference room. It was one of the few times I actually did flirt with him- we worked alone all morning so I wasn't too worried about anyone seeing us, and I did catch him peaking down my shirt a few times. One of those times actually, I let him catch me catching him do it, and gave him a naughty little smirk. He was sitting at the table so I couldn't tell, but I'm sure he was growing hard at that point.

I'm sure nothing will come of it, but the whole situation has made me very, very horny, and, although I have no problem meeting my own needs, very sexually frustrated as well. Would love to hear how any of you men out there (even some of you women, perhaps) would like to help distract me. I will be wet, and waiting.

On that note, I am off to masturbate: spread my legs wide, hike up my skirt, and use my vibe on my clit. Mmmmm. Play with my breasts a bit too (you know how much I love that). And picture, of course, my co-worker pushing his cock into my wet and willing pussy...

~J

Saturday, March 1, 2008

the boy next door

I started this post the other morning, but couldn't finish it as I had to run. The actual event is fictional, but the details and fantasy, including the description of the man who showers on the other side of my wall, are absolutely real.
~J

I've been living in my current apartment for quite some time now: it's nothing extraordinary, but I love it. I have a great view from my balcony, I live high enough that I can leave the windows wide open in the summer and not worry about insects flying in and for one person, as I am since I live alone, I have plenty of space to do whatever I want, however I want, with whomever I choose. The building is quite large though, probably more than 400 apartments, so as you can imagine, it's not the most intimate of places. Everyone comes and goes without anyone else taking much notice.

It's for this reason that I don't know any of my neighbors on my floor very well. I've talked to most of them, but I don't know any of their names. I do have them assigned to labels though. There is the sweet, elderly couple down the hall, the noisy set of siblings across the hall (who, often when I've left for work at 7 a.m. are still partying.... on a Tuesday), the greasy guy across the hall who never speaks, but who's cigarette smoke creeps into my apartment on occasion, and the young Indian couple two doors down. The apartment on the other side of my bedroom wall just vacated last week.

I often forget about my other next-door neighbor, the one who lives on the other side of my living room wall- probably because I can count the number of times I've met him on my fingers. Well perhaps I should say, I have seen him a few times- we've never said so much as "hi" to each other. I can tell you though, I found him to be quite attractive. He doesn't look that old- I would say somewhere between 27 and 31, about 6 foot 3, blonde hair and an attractive build. The few times I've seen him have either been at the beginning or the end of the work day- he's always worn a suit or a wool coat and carried a brief case. He carries himself with a lot of confidence, which makes me guess that he must be some sort of professional, and, like me, perhaps a little cocky and overzealous from being younger than the majority of the people at his level at work.

[I should say right now, men in suits, and, coincidentally, men with power and authority are a big turn on for me, as I'm sure you will find out for yourself as I continue to add stories.]

Anyhow, as I said, I don't see him very often, and so I usually forget he's there. Until mornings like this one was, where scheduling leads to some very naughty thoughts on my part.

I woke up this morning feeling rather groggy, as my sleep schedule hasn't adjusted back to normal since my week off last week. I rolled out of bed, brushed my teeth, and hopped into the shower. Even if I'm completely clean, I love my morning showers- I don't feel truly awake unless I've taken one. I made myself a small breakfast afterwards, and sat at my desk in my robe to check my emails before getting dressed for work.

It was then, just as I was signing in, I heard water on the other side of my living room wall- not a foot away from where I was sitting. The boy next door must have been stepping into his morning shower at that moment. Immediately, my thoughts left the task at hand, and drifted next door.

I pictured him- hair still messy from bed, naked, wide, stiff shoulders and a groggy expression on his face, checking the temperature of the water with his hand, before pulling the curtain aside and stepping into the shower. The warm water washing over his body as he lathers up a bar of soap, and begins to cover his body with suds.

I wondered what it would do to him, if he knew I was sitting there, probably within arm's reach of him if it weren't for the wall, fantasizing about his wet, naked body. Would he slowly grow hard thinking about his naughty neighbor? I'm positive that he finds me attractive as I've caught him checking me out most of the occasions when we've run into one another. Maybe his own thoughts would turn sexual: perhaps he would picture me joining him next door- that's certainly what I was fantasizing about at that point.

Almost every time I hear him showering next door, I fantasize about this happening a different way- depending on my mood. Here’s how it went today…

I walk into his bathroom, dressed only in my robe. The room is hot and full of steam. He doesn’t hear me walk in, so I slip out of my robe, hang it on the shower rod, and silently step into the shower behind him. My heart is racing. I’m sure he wants this as much as I do, but there is always that shadow of doubt. I regain my composure, and take in the view. I thought he was attractive all the times I’ve run into him, but seeing him like this- naked and without the security and authority of his usual suit and tie, definitely had an impact. I was apprehensive when I first walked into his apartment, but now there was no questioning what I wanted.

From behind him, I cover up his eyes with my hands. He jumps at first, but then I press by body against his, my breasts pushed onto his back, I’m sure he can feel my erect nipples- he must have liked what he felt, because I could feel his body immediately start to relax. He stands still, probably still unsure how to proceed. I continue to take the lead- I start to kiss his shoulders and back, as my hands leave his face, and start to run down his chest. I can’t believe I’m here doing this, he is, after all someone I’ve never exchanged a single word with, and yet, it feels so right.

I move my hands further down the front of his body- down his chest, his stomach, lower and lower, until I reach his hardening cock. I felt him flinch when I first took him in my hand, but in an instant I could see him tilting his head back as I began to stroke him- reaching for a bar of soap to make my movements smoother.

I rest my head against his back as I continue to play with his cock (I’m far too short to even attempt to rest my head on his shoulder from this angle) and then I feel his hand on mine, guiding my strokes as run it up and down his shaft, while my other hand rolls over the head of his penis. I hear him let out a light groan- nothing turns me on more than hearing a man express his arousal- especially when I’m the one to cause it.

I play with his cock a little longer- it’s fully hard at his point, before he stops the hand he was guiding with his, holds it, and pulls me around to face him. His face immediately brightens as I see the recognition of who the woman in the shower with him is hit him. He is about to say something, when it looks as if he decides to say, ‘fuck it’, and leans down and places his lips on mine. He pulls me into the kiss, and wraps his arms around me, holding my body tight against his as his tongue parts my lips and circles around mine. I am dripping wet now- and it has nothing to do with the fact that we’re in the shower. I take in the moment- in the arms of a gorgeous man, who turned out to be an amazing kisser, as hot water pours down our bodies. I can’t take it much longer; I need him to fuck me soon.

He steps back from our embrace and moves down to fondle my breasts, as he takes one of my nipples in his mouth. God, this is absolute torture, I’m aching for it so bad at this point. He continues to kiss and suck on my breasts, but his hand moves down to my pussy. He rubs his hand over my mound –God, he is such a tease!- before parting my lips and slipping in one finger. He plays inside of me for a few seconds before slipping his finger out of my pussy and begins to play with my clit, shooting electric shocks up my body. He begins to stand up again, and his eyes meet mine. He must have felt how wet I am as his eyes seem to be asking me if I’m ready. I gaze back at him, flashing him a naughty grin- there is no mistaking what I want.

He kisses me again, moving his hands to my shoulders, and squeezing them tightly. He moves his left hand down to my side, and then immediately brings it back- as if he’s a little unsure of how to maneuver our bodies. I look up at him, and I can almost see it hit him as he gets a very naughty idea. He moves my hands to his shoulders and moves arms behind me, moving around my legs. I catch on to what he is trying to do and hold onto him a little tighter as he lifts me up off of the shower floor. I wrap my legs around his body as he turns towards the wall.

He lifts me a little higher and pushes me against the wall, facing him. Once he thinks I’m secure, he removes on of his arms from behind me to guide his cock to my pussy. I’m in awe of how strong he is. Slowly, he guides the head of his penis past my lips, barely entering me. He holds me with both arms again, and easies me down a few inches onto his cock. The sensation is unbelievable- not just with him entering me, stretching me open as he does- but also the complete lack of control I have. My neighbor and gravity are the ones moving my body, I’m basically holding on to him, keeping my balance.

He starts to thrust in and out of me- God, his cock is big. I hold onto him tighter as he increases his pace, my head on his shoulder, his hands digging into my thighs and the shower tiles pressed into my lower back. I can’t believe how filthy I’m being- I can’t believe it's my neighbor’s cock thrusting into me- a man who I still have never spoken to, and whose name I still don’t know. Just minutes ago the sound of running water on the other side of my living room wall was turning me on, now I’m being fucked against that very same wall.

I lose myself in the sensations- my head is on his shoulder so the only thing I see is the shower curtain, and his shoulder on mine, he probably doesn’t see much more besides the tiles. It’s incredible because the only thing I’m really aware of his the sensations of his cock thrusting in and out of my pussy. I start to moan- I’m getting very close to climax now, the sounds of my neighbor’s huffing and grunting (he must be getting quite the work out both from thrusting and from holding me up like this) are spurring me on. His cock feels so hot inside of me, as if it’s radiating head.

Ughhh, yes.
Oh, god… ooohhhhhh….

I can barely fight off my orgasm at this point. I feel his movements grow more erratic; he must be close now as well. The walls of my pussy grip his cock as the first wave of my orgasm runs over me and my juices flood over his cock. He thrusts grow hard now- pushing my body upwards with every one as he starts to groan. He gives me one more strong, hard trust, burying his cock into my pussy and I feel him explode inside of me. Wave after wave of hot cum entering me as he cries out his climax. I hold onto him as tightly as I can as I ride out the end of my own climax.

We stay there in that position for a moment, my body wrapped around his, him standing, holding me against the wall, as we both catch our breath. He lets me down slowly, I hug him softly, and give him a kiss- more tender than the ones before, and a wink before stepping out of the shower. I toss on my rope right away- I’ll towel off at my place. I turn around and give him a quick grin before setting off to my to my apartment. If I hurry, I can still make it to work on time.

Strangely enough, I still don't know his name, nor have we ever spoken.

I've been a bad girl...

Sorry it's been so long since my last post- getting off to a rocky start it seems. I've been incredibly busy with work the last couple of weeks, and will probably continue to be until mid-March some time. BUT, I will do my best to get another story up this weekend, and hopefully another next week. I don't mean to be such a tease...

In the mean time, I hope everyone is exploring their own delicious fantasies. I haven't gone far, and I can't wait to share my next naughty story with you.

Love and licks ;)
~J

Friday, February 15, 2008

turning myself on

I've been pleasantly aware of my own nipples over the past couple of weeks. Perhaps it's the cold weather, but there have been several times lately where, out of the blue, I felt my nipples getting hard. God, I love that feeling. That subtle tingling sensation as they start to stiffen, straining against the satin of my bra. Such a turn on.

We all have our modes. Even the most sexual person has times where sex is the farthest thing from their mind- or at least doing anything sexual is the last thing on their priority list for the next few hours. I'm like that as well. When I'm at work or school, I may be thinking about sex, but it's not like I'm barely able to resist touching myself.

But when my nipples start to grow hard like that... mmm, I get horny almost immediately. Not just because of the sensation- the feeling of my nipples brushing against my bra, the way my breasts start to seem like the most important part of my body... - but because a series of other turn-ons starts to follow. I start to wonder if anyone notices my erect tits... I'm sure someone has. I wonder if they want to touch them, lick them. God, I would like very much for someone to play with them. Then I wonder if anyone can tell how turned-on I'm getting, as, by this point, my pussy is definitely starting to grow wet.

I'm sitting at home right now, on my couch, the room is dark aside from the glow of my laptop, a few candles, and the lights on my stereo. My nipples have been on my mind all day- strange how my own body can turn me on so much. I'm slipping my hand under my shirt- sliding it up my stomach. I reach my bra, and start run my hand over my very full breast (at the risk of sounding egotistical, I must say, I have gorgeous tits), and finally, under my bra, reaching my nipple. It's already quite hard. I circle around the areola before touching my nipple. It shoots a slight electric shock through my body. I lick my finger before going back and pinching my nipple- god that feels good.

MMM. I'm starting to get wet. Playing with both of my tits now, I wonder what I would do if someone would walk in to see me like this- my shirt pushed up and my bra pulled down, both of my tits in my hands.

I think I'd welcome the company. Perhaps you should stop by. I'd love to have you pinch my nipples, suck them. Oh yes, suck them especially- the warm, moist sensation as your mouth closes down on my nipple as I arch my back. Mmmm. You glance over to the candles and I know what you're thinking. I like it.

Minutes later, my tits are on fire with candle wax, but the immediate cooling sensation as you blow cool air onto my skin is intoxicating. I start to unzip your jeans, I can tell by the buldge you are already fully hard. I slip your jeans and boxers down past your ass, and pull you towards me. I am still laying on the couch, and you are straddling me as your cock inches its way towards my lips. I lick my lips and take you into my mouth, swirling my tongue around the head of your penis. I run my hand up and down your shaft as you let out a soft moan. You reach down and squeeze my tits hard and I suck you. God, your cock is so big. I know you're getting into it as you start thrusting. I let you stay in my mouth for another couple minutes before pushing you away slightly. I know you want to come soon, and my pussy is aching to be fucked.

You move down my body, until you're kneeling in between my legs. You push my my skirt, but leave my panties on- no time to fool around with that. You push my panties aside to reveal my glistening lips. You lick your fingers and slip them inside me. "You're so tight," you say to me. It doesn't surprise me, it's been so long since I've been fucked. Thankfully you decide not to tease me any longer, and you line up your cock with my slick opening. You slide into me slowly, and we both gasp- Fuck, that feels so good.

As you push yourself deeper and deeper into my pussy, you look into my eyes and kiss me deeply- your tonge circling around mine. I move up my hips as I adjust to your size- feeling your thick member pushing against the walls of my cunt. You start to thrust in and out now, gaining speed and strength as you fuck me. I run my hands through your hair and realize that your eyes are own my tits- watching them as they bounce with your ever thrust. Our moans are both getting quicker and louder now- fuck, I'm getting close. You move your hands past me, grasping on to the arm of the couch as you slam your member into my pussy, fucking me with a feriosity I've never experienced before. Oh baby, I'm going to come soon. You feel my pussy grip your cock tightly, ready to milk you of your hot cum.

I feel your cock twitch inside me, and you groan loudly, victoriously. You start to come, and I can't take it any longer- I stop holding back me orgasm, and just let go. OOOOOOhhhhh. My juices flooding my pussy now, mixing with your hot cum as you shoot inside me. Oooooh yes. You thrust into me a couple more times- my orgasm starts to wind down. You slip out of me with a slight "pop", and collapse onto me, your head resting between my tits. Neither one of us says a word as our bodies grow heavy and we slowly catch our breaths. I tilt my head forward and kiss you on the forehead.

"Thanks baby, that was amazing".

~J

Sunday, February 10, 2008

january 24th, 2005

I wrote this as an 18-year-old girl on January 24th, 2005. I haven't looked at it in some time, but I thought it would be a good choice for my first entry as it's really the first saucy thing I ever put to paper. It may not be my best writing, but it's very special to me. I hope you enjoy it.

~J

A passionate kiss- so hot, so deep, so sensual and urgent that it takes my breath away. He leans down to put his mouth on mine and it's almost violent- like we're each trying to capture the other's essence, their scent- as if to never let this escape us. I feel him move inside me, connected through an act of sheer lust, or at least that's what it was at first. But now this is so much more than an erotic act shared between two people: it is him and it is me and our desires which have been building up for so long and finally exploded into a frenzy of emotional highs and physical pleasures. I want this, I need this. I need it from him as badly as he needs it from me. There is nothing else now. In this moment, in this bed, I know of no other outside world. Just my body under his, his hair falling on both sides of his face, beads of sweat, the sighs, the pants, the groans; the sound of his tongue entwined with mine, the sound of him filling me. I've never felt so helpless while I've never felt more in control. Faster and faster, the room seems to spin around us. He kisses me again, his face twisting into mine. The movement so hot, so indescribably passionate. And I wonder if it was deliberate, if it had always been an act of passion and emotion or was it merely an act of incredible lust that burst into an insatiable act of love. The physical bliss is beyond description but the kiss is what I will remember long after the bed has cooled down. Faster and faster, we seem to be soaring above the bed, building and building and finally the sweet release- our bodies fall softly back down. We stay in each other's arms and listen as the beating of each other's hearts starts to slow. A sof kiss now, not as invasive. A perfect close.

welcome

I've been thinking about starting a naughty blog for quite some time now. I'm going to do this on a trial basis for now, and if I decide I like it I'll continue on, and if not, I'll fade back into the black in a few weeks.

A little about me...

Discretion is going to be a big thing for me: for reasons of relationships and career, I won't be letting you know anything too specific about my identity, but I promise not to be impersonal.

You may call me J (or Saucy, or Minx, or whatever you like, really). I am a university educated Pisces and some of my interests include music, literature, pop culture, and travel.

I find sex and sexuality fascinating. I'm not just talking about thrusting and moaning- although that's a major interest as well... I love exploring what makes us tick: why certain things turn certain people on; why we want who we want (and why they're not always the same people we love), why girls are often called sluts and why there's no male counterpart to that word yet- at least not one that's widely accepted or used.

As for my plans for this blog...

I am still not sure exactly what my plans are, but at the moment, I'm thinking I'll include a little of everything: dirty stories written by me (which, bare with me, I'm still quite new at); thoughts on sexual issues- gender, sexuality, and so on; cyber transcripts, and referrals to other sexperts.

Please bare with me, as this is all very new to me. Feel free to contact me about anything- I look very forward to sharing my saucy thoughts with you.

Sincerely,
J