turning myself on

I've been pleasantly aware of my own nipples over the past couple of weeks. Perhaps it's the cold weather, but there have been several times lately where, out of the blue, I felt my nipples getting hard. God, I love that feeling. That subtle tingling sensation as they start to stiffen, straining against the satin of my bra. Such a turn on.

We all have our modes. Even the most sexual person has times where sex is the farthest thing from their mind- or at least doing anything sexual is the last thing on their priority list for the next few hours. I'm like that as well. When I'm at work or school, I may be thinking about sex, but it's not like I'm barely able to resist touching myself.

But when my nipples start to grow hard like that... mmm, I get horny almost immediately. Not just because of the sensation- the feeling of my nipples brushing against my bra, the way my breasts start to seem like the most important part of my body... - but because a series of other turn-ons starts to follow. I start to wonder if anyone notices my erect tits... I'm sure someone has. I wonder if they want to touch them, lick them. God, I would like very much for someone to play with them. Then I wonder if anyone can tell how turned-on I'm getting, as, by this point, my pussy is definitely starting to grow wet.

I'm sitting at home right now, on my couch, the room is dark aside from the glow of my laptop, a few candles, and the lights on my stereo. My nipples have been on my mind all day- strange how my own body can turn me on so much. I'm slipping my hand under my shirt- sliding it up my stomach. I reach my bra, and start run my hand over my very full breast (at the risk of sounding egotistical, I must say, I have gorgeous tits), and finally, under my bra, reaching my nipple. It's already quite hard. I circle around the areola before touching my nipple. It shoots a slight electric shock through my body. I lick my finger before going back and pinching my nipple- god that feels good.

MMM. I'm starting to get wet. Playing with both of my tits now, I wonder what I would do if someone would walk in to see me like this- my shirt pushed up and my bra pulled down, both of my tits in my hands.

I think I'd welcome the company. Perhaps you should stop by. I'd love to have you pinch my nipples, suck them. Oh yes, suck them especially- the warm, moist sensation as your mouth closes down on my nipple as I arch my back. Mmmm. You glance over to the candles and I know what you're thinking. I like it.

Minutes later, my tits are on fire with candle wax, but the immediate cooling sensation as you blow cool air onto my skin is intoxicating. I start to unzip your jeans, I can tell by the buldge you are already fully hard. I slip your jeans and boxers down past your ass, and pull you towards me. I am still laying on the couch, and you are straddling me as your cock inches its way towards my lips. I lick my lips and take you into my mouth, swirling my tongue around the head of your penis. I run my hand up and down your shaft as you let out a soft moan. You reach down and squeeze my tits hard and I suck you. God, your cock is so big. I know you're getting into it as you start thrusting. I let you stay in my mouth for another couple minutes before pushing you away slightly. I know you want to come soon, and my pussy is aching to be fucked.

You move down my body, until you're kneeling in between my legs. You push my my skirt, but leave my panties on- no time to fool around with that. You push my panties aside to reveal my glistening lips. You lick your fingers and slip them inside me. "You're so tight," you say to me. It doesn't surprise me, it's been so long since I've been fucked. Thankfully you decide not to tease me any longer, and you line up your cock with my slick opening. You slide into me slowly, and we both gasp- Fuck, that feels so good.

As you push yourself deeper and deeper into my pussy, you look into my eyes and kiss me deeply- your tonge circling around mine. I move up my hips as I adjust to your size- feeling your thick member pushing against the walls of my cunt. You start to thrust in and out now, gaining speed and strength as you fuck me. I run my hands through your hair and realize that your eyes are own my tits- watching them as they bounce with your ever thrust. Our moans are both getting quicker and louder now- fuck, I'm getting close. You move your hands past me, grasping on to the arm of the couch as you slam your member into my pussy, fucking me with a feriosity I've never experienced before. Oh baby, I'm going to come soon. You feel my pussy grip your cock tightly, ready to milk you of your hot cum.

I feel your cock twitch inside me, and you groan loudly, victoriously. You start to come, and I can't take it any longer- I stop holding back me orgasm, and just let go. OOOOOOhhhhh. My juices flooding my pussy now, mixing with your hot cum as you shoot inside me. Oooooh yes. You thrust into me a couple more times- my orgasm starts to wind down. You slip out of me with a slight "pop", and collapse onto me, your head resting between my tits. Neither one of us says a word as our bodies grow heavy and we slowly catch our breaths. I tilt my head forward and kiss you on the forehead.

"Thanks baby, that was amazing".

~J

january 24th, 2005

I wrote this as an 18-year-old girl on January 24th, 2005. I haven't looked at it in some time, but I thought it would be a good choice for my first entry as it's really the first saucy thing I ever put to paper. It may not be my best writing, but it's very special to me. I hope you enjoy it.

~J

A passionate kiss- so hot, so deep, so sensual and urgent that it takes my breath away. He leans down to put his mouth on mine and it's almost violent- like we're each trying to capture the other's essence, their scent- as if to never let this escape us. I feel him move inside me, connected through an act of sheer lust, or at least that's what it was at first. But now this is so much more than an erotic act shared between two people: it is him and it is me and our desires which have been building up for so long and finally exploded into a frenzy of emotional highs and physical pleasures. I want this, I need this. I need it from him as badly as he needs it from me. There is nothing else now. In this moment, in this bed, I know of no other outside world. Just my body under his, his hair falling on both sides of his face, beads of sweat, the sighs, the pants, the groans; the sound of his tongue entwined with mine, the sound of him filling me. I've never felt so helpless while I've never felt more in control. Faster and faster, the room seems to spin around us. He kisses me again, his face twisting into mine. The movement so hot, so indescribably passionate. And I wonder if it was deliberate, if it had always been an act of passion and emotion or was it merely an act of incredible lust that burst into an insatiable act of love. The physical bliss is beyond description but the kiss is what I will remember long after the bed has cooled down. Faster and faster, we seem to be soaring above the bed, building and building and finally the sweet release- our bodies fall softly back down. We stay in each other's arms and listen as the beating of each other's hearts starts to slow. A sof kiss now, not as invasive. A perfect close.

welcome

I've been thinking about starting a naughty blog for quite some time now. I'm going to do this on a trial basis for now, and if I decide I like it I'll continue on, and if not, I'll fade back into the black in a few weeks.

A little about me...

Discretion is going to be a big thing for me: for reasons of relationships and career, I won't be letting you know anything too specific about my identity, but I promise not to be impersonal.

You may call me J (or Saucy, or Minx, or whatever you like, really). I am a university educated Pisces and some of my interests include music, literature, pop culture, and travel.

I find sex and sexuality fascinating. I'm not just talking about thrusting and moaning- although that's a major interest as well... I love exploring what makes us tick: why certain things turn certain people on; why we want who we want (and why they're not always the same people we love), why girls are often called sluts and why there's no male counterpart to that word yet- at least not one that's widely accepted or used.

As for my plans for this blog...

I am still not sure exactly what my plans are, but at the moment, I'm thinking I'll include a little of everything: dirty stories written by me (which, bare with me, I'm still quite new at); thoughts on sexual issues- gender, sexuality, and so on; cyber transcripts, and referrals to other sexperts.

Please bare with me, as this is all very new to me. Feel free to contact me about anything- I look very forward to sharing my saucy thoughts with you.

Sincerely,
J